1. Run-crept-spun (a delicate combination of all three simultaneously) out of the room to avoid being seeing by the all-seeing-baby.
2. Decided that the amount of sick I had on my top was ‘not quite enough sick’ to warrant changing.
3. Panicked after a rather vigorous game of dance with baby incase I’ve given him Shaken Baby Syndrome (for the millionth time).
4. Cried that Gina Ford exists.
5. Needed to go back to bed since 5.40am however religiously stay up to watch TV until 11.30pm just to feel like I’m the one in control here. Then start the same ritual all over again the next morning.
6. Promised myself I’d never need to give my child a dummy. Cue one week into the relentless screaming, and a dummy was given.
7. Started sleep training using the cry-it-out method. We lasted 4 minutes before deciding we couldn’t cope and frantically googled other less torturous sleep training methods. We’re currently trialling ‘let the baby sleep how and when he wants’ and it’s working extremely well for him. His favourite is lying across our bed kicking us in the face.
8. Accidentally given my baby a teeny-weeny piece of honey-glazed ham. I still can’t even think about it. (NB Honey is outlawed and should not be given to children under the age of 5!).
9. Felt guilty about #hamgate ever since I realised what I did. #parentingfail #worstmotherever
10. Found time to laugh with my husband every single day. The stupidest things now make me roar with laughter. And it feels great, however I fully understand that the majority of this is due to sleep-deprivation.
11. Fallen in love with my husband as a daddy. He is simply spectacular and the cool to my frazzled-in-the-sunlight cucumber.
12. Clattered my child’s head on the roof of the car as I lift him out of his car seat. I’ve done it so often he now doesn’t cry when I do it.
13. Used the relentless rocking-to-sleep sessions as mini-gym sessions by doing squats whilst rocking and singing. It puts the baby to sleep and saves me going to the gym (the downside: highlighting how unfit I am. But no point in both of us crying).
14. Memorised where every creaky floorboard is in my whole house.
15. Fantasised about drinking more than half a glass of red wine.
16. Discovered just how many fabulous things nature has to offer – this week’s fascination: trees.
17. Gotten poo on my hand and not freaked out.
18. ‘Fished’ a poo out of the bath.
19. Discussed the quantity, colour, consistency, smell, and frequency of poo on a regular basis.
20. Been convinced that my baby is a bit special and wired to the moon.
21. Been convinced that my baby is a genius.
22. Used my boobs as pacifying tools.
23. Forgotten an awful lot of information that I used to believe was useful.
24. Know (and have a firsthand understanding) that there is more that can go wrong with breastfeeding than can go right. Still managed it though. #stubborn #notsureitwasworthallthehassle
25. Known how many minutes, then hours, then days, then weeks, then months old my baby is yet I could not tell you what day of the week it is or what I ate earlier today.
26. Had more colds, flus and diseases than ever before in my life, yet still love the little Germ-Distributer more than life itself.
27. Taken about a million photographs each day, then panicked that I don’t have enough.